It's Saturday morning here and I am counting down the hours till visiting time with my man again. Yesterday we were only able to see him for 30 min at the first visit and then got to go back in the evening for an hour . Today we will get 2 hours this afternoon and an hour this evening , not nearly enough time for this mamas heart
They brought him into us all bundled up and looking so adorable with his little
Blue bonnet ! He had like 4 layers on ha ha
There is a deep beauty in this boy that is waiting to be unlocked and I am so grateful we were chosen to get to hold the keys ,
This is the position he knows, laying on his back, alone
While we were holding him last night it became so apparent that he does not know the touch of love
We stroked his cheek softly and he winced and pulled back not knowing what that was, not knowing the touch of love
He is quickly figuring out how to snuggle though and is a ball of adorable mush when he lays on your shoulder
He doesn't know what a kiss is and has no expression when he is kissed or when you interact with him , because for 9 months he hasn't ever experienced that
His hands are strong and he can hold onto objects but his legs are so weak when you hold him up he doesn't put any weight on his legs and may not even realize he has the use of them because he has never been played with
He can only hold his head up for a few min before collapsing down again
Piglet "how do you spell love?"
Pooh "you don't spell it you feel it"